The Goodbye Girl: this bird can barely fly

My TV life has a taken a turn for the awesome in many a way.

All about The OC. Man it's good. I always forget how much I love it, how endearingly cute the characters are, how well the music fits with whats going on, basically, I just love everything about it.

All about MadMen. SOOOOO GREAT! All about early 1960s ad execs and their lives. Their lives, wives and affairs. Super classy, super scandalous, super goooooooood. GLAMOUR GLAMOUR GLAMOUR! I have a love affair with the 60s.

All about Desperate Housewives. Just so good. Attractive ladies dealing with absurd situations that make me laugh. Glamour, seduction, mystery, humour. Everything I love in a good ol' TV show.


Lemme take a minute to talk about the people who have made a difference in my life since my last post.

1. Lily
We have had this nice, I'm not quite sure what word to use cause it aint no reconciliation, perhaps, reconnection. Not that we were disconnected. Just a little lost in the frazzle is all. Talking to her more regularly has put my life into a dreamy fuzz that I never want to leave. Its nice to know I have a friend out there who will actually let me know when she's been thinking about me.

2. Raquel
I Haven't seen her a whole lot in the past while, but she has just been fabulous, per usual. I saw her at Alex's coming home bbq avec LA, and she just makes me feel like I am this super cool and glamorous person. Which I am not. She is. In fact, she makes me feel the way I think of her, if that makes any sense.

3. Sami
Saw her for the first time in three weeks, two days ago. I felt like my life had color in it again. It was ridiculous how amazing it was to hang out with her. WIZARD OF OZ SHIT YO! BLACK AND WHITE TO VIBRANT COLOR! AHHH! AHHH! WOAH!

4. BB
No one can make me laugh like BB. No one talks about sex with me like her. No one let me be as silly as like. Nough said. I miss her like a crazy person misses their sanity. BLAST!

Blue blue blue. It's my fav color, yet it associates with my least favorite feeling, melancholy. I dislike being depressed, but I loath feeling melancholy. Mostly because when I'm depressed I have no qualms about feeling sorry for myself. When I'm melancholy I hate feeling sorry for myself and when others feel sorry for me. All I am capable of doing is watching TV with a bland look on my face. I CAN'T EVEN CRY!

Here are my last words of the day: The OC made me cry the other day. The episode where Anna leaves, its called The Goodbye Girl, and the last five minutes are ridiculously sad. When Seth is getting all worked up about Anna leaving, I relate so well. Whenever good friends leave me, all I want to do is make them stay. Also, the scene is just really well written and Samaire Armstrong is fabulous.

so, ciao.