I dropped out of school today. Actually I withdrew from school today. It was suggested I do so by one of my teachers and I just knew I wasn't doing well in my other classes and I wasn't going to be able to catch up.
I wasted my parents money, BUT I WILL PAY THEM BACK! I can't not, it's too awful of me. I'm looking for a second job as we speak, Sbucks in the early mo and hopefully a serving job in the later evening.
I'm depressed and disappointed in myself as balls but I'm ignoring it as best possible. Imma just get wasted as much as possible with my budget this weekend and then when I get paid, blow it all on booze.
Being a failure is the worst feeling. I can hear and see and feel the disappointment from my parents, who have supported me through this entire thing. I AM A FUCK UP. WAH WAH WAH
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