I always try to keep a journal/diary of sorts but it never works out because I always get too busy and forget about writing.
Right now I'm watching Supernatural, a show I used to watch but stopped for some reason. It's just too awesome. The leads are super cool (as well as super attractive), the lines are super silly and make me giggle, and while the plot is lacking, it moves quickly enough to keep interest. Dean's my favorite. He's studly and witty and does stupid things. He's also hella charming, which is my favorite thing in a boy, and has pretty teeth.
I'm also reading Cat's Cradle by Kurt Vonnegut, and it's amazing. I'm a huge Vonnegut fan, I read my first book (Slaughterhouse-Five) of his when I was 16 for English class and loved it so much that I had to read others. The title of this post is line from Chp. 44.
Haruuum, the boys of Supernatural, Dean and Sam, are parusing around in some pipes being all sweaty, wet, and dirty, and it's just tooooooooooo attractive.
Life is being silly. Or I'm being silly, I suppose. I'm so fickle and up and down. My emotions are all over the place, one minute I'm happy, next I'm sad, or depressed, or gleeful, or terrified, or anxious, or any emotion, really. I miss people like crazy and then in a second I can completely hate them, sometimes all in the same moment. I blame it on the birth control pill. Extra estrogen is too much estrogen.
Anyways, I'm hella missing people, one person in particular is my friend Lily. We've been trying to hang out for weeks but something always comes up. We used to do all these awesome things together, like spooning outside the drama studio, and (me) cutting class (on Lily's spare) to go smoke behind the benches behind and talk about music or people or take/draw pictures or dance to Eagles of Death Metal (SOLID GOLD!!!). Now, I haven;t seen her in a couple of weeks and it's a little unsettling (Lily, if you read this, I'd really like to hang out pal).
SO blargh. I'm hoping things will get less silly but we'll see. In the meantime, I'll be "The Boys of Supernatural" kick some demonic ass.
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man, last year was awesome cause we had a place we'd both have to be, every weekday. i miss going to school with youuuuuuuuuu.
bleh, on the subject of Eagles of Death Metal, I haven't even spoken to you about their new album, or anything.
anything!
i miss you a lot toooo. enough to use more vowels than necessary.
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