Tuesday, August 31, 2010

scar tissue i wish you saw

wow, it's been a while. Really a while.

I'm not suite sure what to say. Things have been... messy. Confusing. Lonely.

Been listening to The Chili's a lot lately. Especially Scar Tissue. I remember listening to it back in the 10th grade for the first time, and taking it literally because I was dancing and apparently incredibly stupid.

Sometimes I wish that the weird habits and fears and 'scar tissue' left over from the past would be light up like a giant neon sign with the person and reason responsible for the twitches and ticks we have left over. Not that it's any one's fault for my ticks and tweaks, no one but myself, but I wish instead of having to explain myself all the time there would be a huge glowing light over top of my head explaining my problems.

Things would be so much easier.

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