far out past the fences, no more kind words

Today was an excellent day, excellent excellent excellent.

It started being good when I got to sleep in cause I had no work today. Then I went to school and saw many people I hadn't seen in a along time. Plus I got to meet Lily's best friend Evan. I was a little anti-climactic as we didn't really chat about our common interest, Lily, but it mean a lot to Lily and so because she was happy we were meeting, I was happy we were meeting.

I also ran into my sister, whom I adore. She is fabulous and beautiful and fashionble and kind and smart and funny and awesome all rolled into one package. She is popular because she is nice to everybody, but stays away from trying to be cool and trying to get into drinking and boys and being popular too young because she is smart like that. She gets hella great grades and is doing a school sponsored trip next year because she is "sick of all the drama and needs a change for a little while." which shows how goddamn mature and awesome she is.

I got high with Sami, Bex, and the Kenney boys tonight and it was P.Fucking.Sweet. I really enjoy being high with all of them, it's anice chemistry to be with and I love that Kai understands exactly how much more I love Pink Floyd when I'm high and how great Wish You Were Here is while high. The meaning behind Pink FLyod just seems to come toegther when your baked. It's not even the lyrics. It's the sound and the atmosphere and the feeling that just..make sense. IT'S GREAT.

So yes. In general, doing okay, anti-depressants seem to be working for me. I mean, I have still had a morning or two where I haven't wanted to get out of bed, but it happens and I feel beter about a lotof stuff.

Much love

PS. Friday marks a three year anniversary of the most dismal day of the year for me. For anyone who cares, I shall be the most depressed I ever get, EVER, will not really be eating at all, and may just zone out randomly. A hug and reminder that love is around would be greatly appreciated.