Thursday, February 19, 2009

quix⋅ot⋅ic [kwik-sot-ik]

1. (sometimes initial capital letter) resembling or befitting Don Quixote.
2. extravagantly chivalrous or romantic; visionary, impractical, or impracticable.
3. impulsive and often rashly unpredictable.


So I have made two very definite and important desicions about my life in the past two days and they are these:

1. I am moving back into my parents house for a while. I am also looking forward to this, not really sure why, but I am.

2. I am going back to school part-time next year. I want to take creative writing, French, and possibly a history class or philosophy. I am also really looking forward to these.

Having those two things decided has made me both relaxed and anxious.

Right now I am watching Pride and Prejudice, the new movie version with Kiera Knightley in it. This is my question, why can't people talk now like hey used to. It's so beautiful, and poetic, and meaningful, being not oly classy and charming but sexy.

These are quotes from all the Jane Austen books I've ever read:

Pride and Prejudice

"Nothing is more deceitful," said Darcy, "than the appearance of humility. It is often only carelessness of opinion, and sometimes an indirect boast."

Emma

"My dear Mrs. Weston, don not take to matchmaking. You do it very ill!"

Sense and Sensibility

"My heart is, and always will be, yours."

Mansfield Park

"Oh! Do not attack me with your watch. A Watch is always too fast or too slow. I cannot
be dictated to by a watch."


Language and words are so amazing. The way they can be constructed so elegantly and graceful and create vivid emotions, anger, sadness, euphoria, is incredble.

In my opinion, Old English is the most beautiful genre of the English language. Any books, plays, movies, manuscripts, spoken word or poetry I hear from another era or time period, I instantly love. There is such freedom and seemliness and attraction in the words and language, whether it's brash and harsh, or mopey and sad, or raw and brutally violent, that makes me want to build a time machine and teleport back to a time where moldy hygene and disease was common just so I could be able to experience the culture of a language so beautiful.

I think if I lived during Shakespeare's time, I would be a massive romantic, a wealthy and popular poet (if they had female poets back then), overly dramtic, wearing lace and puffs, but practical, courting and teasing men and lyikng around in bed all day drinking wine and eating pheasant , writing these unbearbly and achingly quixotic ( my new favorite word by the way, due to the fact that Don Quioxte is one of my favorite books and ballets) poems that would have men following me around like lovesick puppies in the street.

I am the biggest romantic. Seriously.

Anyways, now that I have ranted and raved and rolled, I shall retire.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Home, home again, I like to be there when I can

SOOOOOOO
I finally got to go shopping. It was amazing because retail therapy is the best kind of therapy and I felt great all weekend.

I hung out with Raquel a lot this weekend and it was AMAZING!!! She is amazing and I just wanted to hug her all the time! I don't really have words to describe how great she is other than that she is possibly one of the most incredible people I have ever met. I envy her because of her style and grace and beauty and intelligence and taste. SO MUCH AMAZINGNESS IN ONE PERSON!

Other than that I don't really have much to say. My life is going, not great, just going and I feel blasé on many many days. I'm excited to move back home cause it'll be a nice change for me. Plus I think I'll get along better with my rents and sister then.

Anyways, that's that for now but when something exciting happens I shall s'plain.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Instant battle plans written on the sidewalk

It's really no fun when you tell someone something that they do that makes you completely unimpressed and so they stop it for a while, BUT THEN, when presented with the chance a little while later, instead of doing the new cool thing they've been doing for a little while now, they resort back to old habits and ruin it for you all over again.

I am unimpressed right now, and quite honestly, a little disappointed. To be fair, it's the smallest of small things. Tiny tiny tiny, but I am pretty disappoint, which is big for me, because I rarely get disappointed in people.

ARGH. I hate being such a girl and I know when I'm confronted with this situation and apologized to, which is probably inevitable, I'm going to say it's okay, because I'm a sucker for a good apology.

Estrogen should go suck it.